Life live in every living souls even things had its life so do every Man. Living gives life the purpose. It is living that gives pulse to life. The soul would be absent if there is not a living. Life would be nothing if living is absent. Living is more important that life. To live in order to reason or to reason in order to live; there is the question. Just as courage imperils life, fear protects it. Why do we need to suffer? Is it to get life more than preordained? Then is it fate that controls our life? It is not we want because we prefer our own destiny. We do not live long enough to be anything else. Life in prison, police lock up, mental hospital, court room, A&E hospital. I suppose that is one of the ironies of life - doing the wrong thing at the right moment. This is a ruthless world and one must be ruthless to cope with it. The world has given me its best and little of its worst. Whatever were my ill vicissitudes, I believe that fortune and ill-fortune drift upon one haphazardly as clouds. Knowing this, I am never too shocked at the bad things that happen and am agreeably surprised at the good. I have no design for living, no philosophy - whether sage or fool, we must all struggle with life. I vacillate with inconsistencies; at times small things will annoy me and catastrophes will leave me indifferent. "Always thankful to Dr Paul Burton and Professor Wong in unyielding guidance". What can life be for a chronically ill sick old man now at 64 where end it nears, also undischarged bankrupt since 2002, locked-in virtually prison cell whom haplessly and hopelessly condemned. I was adjudged bankrupt due to prolong unemployment and ill health and my wife was joint liability for housing loan. My wife now 60, was a Dental Assistant. She was a victim of unlawful dismissal dated March 2018. She was also fallen victim of sexual harassment by both male laboratory technician and dentist. She had given her 18 years of total conviction with dental clinic - Dr Marcus Cooney and Associates Pte Ltd aka Smilefocus at Camden Medical. She was been betrayed. My son is undertaking his 3 years degree course in fine art. None of my family is working. My wife is still nowhere near in recovering from psychological trauma. She is under psychiatric care. What we are going thru life is taking a step at a time but we are worried the cost of staying alive. There are so many whys to everything A to Z unanswered. My wife weighs 30 kg barely skin and bones. She is not eating well. She has bad flashbacks and anticipatory fear. The book "We Have Each Other In the Family... an intertwined true life happenings ... if only you were there to help?" to give a deeper insight as to what we are going thru especially my wife was quite reluctant at first because she do not wish to be an evil advocate of former company's bad misdemeanor. Our struggle in one lifetime worth a peek in the book. One leaf thru the page will take you to fathom deeper to know the truth...While I thought that I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die. Both my wife and I wish to die a happy death. We are becoming the victims of soul-conditioning, of sanctions and permits. This matrix into which we have allowed ourselves to be cast is due to a lack of cultural insight. We have gone blindly into ugliness and congestion and have lost our appreciation of the aesthetic. Our living sense has been blunted by profit, power and monopoly. We have permitted these forces to envelop us with an utter disregard of the ominous consequences. Science, without thoughtful direction or sense of responsibility, has delivered up to politicians and the militaries weapons of such destruction that they hold in their hands the destiny of every living thing on this earth. This plethora of power given into the hands of men whose moral responsibility and intellectual competence are to say the least not infallible, and in many cases questionable, could end in wars, go blindly https: //youtu.be/3B2jRjgfc