The reality of a young girl growing up uncared for in an uneducated and poverty stricken family. Beginning in 1969, This volume of a ten volume book series will share the first memories of a tortured childhood. Based upon the memories of the author from her earliest memories of abandonment, torture and survival while living in the hills of East Tennessee. She will carry you through the eyes of a child into the deep dark well kept secrets of a generational curse. Bringing to light the power of the human brain to remember details as a child. As an adult, exposing to the world those who oppressed her and were part of a much deeper organization of the child sex industry in her geographical location. Volume One deals with the early stages of survival by "Sweetie", the name given to her as an infant. Her memories of the places and names of the people who accosted she and her siblings as they learned to live in a world without hope of rescue. These books are being written to share with the world how important it is to protect the children of the world. To trust few and then even those few need monitored when it comes to leaving children alone with family and caregivers. A revelation that will be an eye opener to most and a source of much regret and sorrow for others. In these pages are filled the thoughts of a child intermingled with the thoughts of the adult she grew into being. After reading this entire set of books you are encouraged to be a part of the world when it comes to being an advocate for the safety and well being of all children. Become involved with groups and programs in your area that advocate for the welfare of little ones. The silent voices all over the world who are remembering the faces and names as you read this book of the ones who are helping them and of the ones who are hurting them. We are growing an army of adults that will either be productive to society or will be a major problem to the future of every country of every person who reads this book. We either grow a garden of goodness or we grow thousands of acres of weeds. Weeds that will continue to spread and infect the hearts and minds of men and women around the planet. Or we will learn and grow fruits for the souls of men and women around the world. Something great can come from the wholesome and innocence of a child. That child may go on to bringing necessary cures and compassion to the people across the land. Every child deserves to be loved, cared for and safe all around this world. This is just one small voice in the darkness screaming for the entirety of the population of this planet to stand up against the exploitation and abuse of children in every social standing. Wealth nor poverty should be excuses for the harming of a child. Even animals in the wild are known to protect another species of young. Because in nature it is natural and animals understand the sanctity of life and the protecting of small and defenseless. This should be an inborn trait of every human. Unfortunately, for those born without a conscious, hurting a child means just as much as stepping on an ant. These are the soulless without God and reason. Serpents that we all must endeavor to expose to the world. Each must take their place among the lesions of the dead in Christ. As we all maintain our seat beside the Throne of God by doing our diligent duty of protecting The Children of God. These volumes are also strong testimony to The Glory of God and his love of all on earth who do His will. Although filled with pages of horrid actions by horrid men these pages are also filled with the power of God to save the least, yet the greatest, among men, the children. This book is not intended to be read to or by any child under the age of eighteen. Strong sexual misconduct is remembered and written herein. These pages document the trials and tribulations of a helpless little girl in graphic detail. These pages are that grown woman's testimony of survival and her faith in a living God.