I have been on the Twin Flame Journey for the past 6 years and still do not understand why people regard the Twin Flame journey as a negative experience. I regard it as a blessing because I had so much negativity buried within when my twin flame found me. I had so many insecurities. I felt lost in my inner self. I existed in life instead of living it. I craved to feel in touch with my inner child. I had accumulated so much past. I felt trapped in my misery I constantly felt guilty for whatever wrong I had done in the past. I found it so challenging to forgive myself. I quickly blamed myself for everything that was not working in my life. I constantly felt terrified of the unknown because I had negative thinking patterns. I felt unexplained anxiety daily; I felt dissatisfied with life. I felt so much emptiness without any means of filling the void. I deeply craved a Spiritual Awakening. Unequivocally, I felt unhappy.
All the sadness and unhappiness washed away when my twin flame walked into my life. Somehow, I light shone on all the issues that I needed to work on. It turns out that I knew the answers to my issues but I had no idea of figuring out the solutions to the problems. My twin flame Awakening experience opened my eyes - like a veil was lifted and I could finally see everything. I felt empowered to make the necessary changes in my life to find happiness and create a life of meaning in my little corner of the world.
Making changes was not easy of course because I had to face parts of myself that I thought were unworthy of love. I had to break my heart open to embrace unconditional love within myself through surrendering to self-love. My self-love journey brought me through a self-rediscovery process to become my authentic self.
My life was never the same after Awakening to my twin flame - I transformed alchemically psychologically, spiritually, physically, and emotionally. Self-transformation has been the epitome of my happiness. I focused on loving myself instead of chasing my twin flame. I found spiritual enlightenment and ascension that my desires transcend beyond the needs of the ego. Self-love has improved my self-esteem and self-confidence. I feel worthy of unconditional love: my love overflows from me to my twin flame and the human collective.
I no longer possess insecurities, and unexplained fears, and no longer controlled by negative thoughts. I am in control of how I feel. I manage to stay grounded in inner peace and harmony despite my physical life situation. I forgive easily. And I have also learned to have the strength to let go of things that I cannot control. I am happy without needing outside validation neither from anyone nor my twin flame.
Getting to the inner harmony phase has been a rough road sometimes. That is when all the negativity kicks in. When you have to purge negative energy, face your demons, heal your past pain, and hug your inner child. You go through the night, shedding negative energy, and unlearning your negative behavioral curse and breaking cycles of generational dark energy and curses.
I am grateful for my Twin Flame, the journey, and all the Soul Awakening experiences I have been through.
I hope this book helps you in your twin flame journey. Stay Blessed!