Based on the life experiences of Julian Hill. He speaks on the destructive nature behind the love of money, power, fame and sex. The Full Deck was later diagnosed with having a mental illness, bipolar with schizophrenia or properly called schizoaffective disorder. The writer tries to bring home what feeling loss is like. He understands confusion and personal grief over not being where you believe you should be in life. Still there is hope. Read more to find out what Julian found out for himself. Some of you may be familiar with the author's earlier music as posted on YouTube under Pay Day the Author/Julian Hill's Material. A Mack At His Prime was the anthem dedicated to Big & Beautiful Women, as it applied to himself. It takes courage to step away from a destiny you set up for yourself, to try to follow the right way. This is where Julian is coming from. Being in a position of potential power caused him to need a surgery on the soul, that only God can operate. He hopes others are willing to listen to his story, to avoid further destruction. It would be our pleasure to bring this title to you, Enjoy When I Thought, I Had It All: Pamphlet Series. The Pamphlet Series is a collection of titles Julian Hill has written that deal with both the human nature and what God is saying about us, His Creation. Julian often writes as a fellow BBW Admirer. That is of Big & Beautiful Women. He is married with 3 children. He recognizes his roots. Now you should also recognize that being an Admirer doesn't spare you from God's Judgment. These pamphlets are designed to assist those interested in specific subjects and tie the message to how God interacts with us.
About the Author: The Full Deck is a pen name for Julian Hill's Real BBW Player titles. He writes a great deal of plus size fiction for international audiences. See what he's doing now as The Full Deck. Julian's writing career has been going strong for almost 27 years. His start was a rapper. The author is based in the Washington, DC and Atlanta metropolitan areas. His style infuses urban fiction, poetry, music with something we haven't quite seen as of yet. Some of Julian's other writing names include Pay Day the Author and New Creature. He no longer writes as Pay Day. That was for a specific time frame. He now goes by New Creature for general audiences and The Full Deck for specific Real BBW Player titles. Still older titles continue to be published as Pay Day the Author/Julian Hill. Julian created the Real BBW Player and Stacked BBW branding and terminology that you see throughout his material. His earlier works have an explicit nature. So please be mindful of this. At the same time, Julian has developed overall as a person over many years. He also writes gospel music, R&B, Christian Fiction and is working on various graphic novel interpretations of his creative works. Whether you are a plus size woman, a BBW Admirer, a fellow musical artist, poet, screenwriter or have some sort of artistic talent; you'll be able to follow Julian Hill on a course that leads to reader satisfaction. Some of his writing influences are Iceberg Slim, Donald Goines, Tupac Shakur, Ice Cube, Too Short, Carl Weber, Mario Puzo, Maya Angelou and others. Take your time reviewing his collection that continues to be published daily. Tell a friend what you're reading. He or she may be interested in these titles as well.