This Is My Sub Mission: A Memoir of Sexual Self-Discovery by Nathaniel Colwyn
"A wonderful book. 'This Is My Sub Mission' is a profound and necessary addition to the conversation about sex, power, and the journey toward self-acceptance." - Stephen Elliot, author of The Adderall Diaries
"Colwyn's 'This Is My Sub Mission' is a significant work that delves deeply into the underexplored realm of male submissive sexuality. His candid storytelling and thoughtful reflections make this book an indispensable resource for both enthusiasts and scholars." - Richard Pérez Seves, author of Eric Stanton & the History of the Bizarre Underground
In This Is My Sub Mission, Nathaniel Colwyn embarks on a profound journey of sexual self-discovery, intertwining personal exploration with scholarly insight. Navigating BDSM dungeons and fetish events in Berlin, London, Barcelona, Chicago, and New York City, Colwyn delves into the deeply personal and often hidden facets of male sexual submission. This memoir is not just a recounting of erotic adventures but a bold challenge to societal norms and narrow definitions of masculinity.
From an influential encounter with punk icon Joe Strummer to provocative scenes at Torture Garden, every experience profoundly shapes his understanding of self and sexuality. Colwyn explores sub-cultural realms like punk rock, LGBTQ+ communities, and Burning Man, creating a rich tapestry that reflects the multifaceted nature of human sexuality.
With a narrative that is both visceral and cerebral, Colwyn delves into the physiological, psychological, and sociological dimensions of human nature. His story navigates the paradox of shame and empowerment, offering readers a candid look at the emotional and psychological dimensions of his experiences.
As a sexually submissive male-a minority in the BDSM community-Nathaniel offers a unique perspective on sexual dynamics, challenging narrow definitions of masculinity. This Is My Sub Mission stands as a testament to the power of authenticity and the courage it takes to break free from societal constraints. Through candid, sexy, and often humorous scenes, this memoir invites open-hearted discussions and a celebration of diverse expressions of human sexuality.
Join Nathaniel in this enlightening tale that weaves through the complexities of identity, desire, and the power of true self-acceptance. This is a must-read for anyone interested in the intersections of BDSM, sub-culture, and personal liberation.
