"What have you been up to lately? We hardly see you now" Tori asked.
How could I tell her what I have been up to? I knew she wouldn't understand about the world I was involved in when I left the gates of the university every day.
"Just studying, you know how it is" I replied.
I knew she didn't believe me, but I wasn't going to tell her what I did, even if she was one of my closest friends.
The truth was by day I was a student in my last year of university who hoped to be accepted into business law, but at night I hid a dark secret.
It started with a funny comment from one of my friends which had planted a seed in my mind that wouldn't go away.
The more I visualised myself wearing a tight leather dress with a whip in my hand, the more I knew I had to fulfill this new desire.
Keeping this secret life hidden from everyone around me was hard to do, but if they found out who I really was then they might try to make me stop, which I knew I couldn't.
There was also Mitch, handsome law student and athletic jock. Would he ever see who I really am, not just the girl behind the books and high grades?
Or could it be Max? Manager at my place of work. Dark, handsome and much older than the boys at school. Max gives me butterflies whenever he looks at me and I feel sexy and alive with excitement when he is near.
With a secret life, a crush on the University playboy and the overriding lust I feel for my manager at work, I feel torn in the choices I must make.
My name is Sarah Fielder, normal looking University student.
However, you may know me by my other persona, Miss Trix.
Mistress Trix, Dominatrix.