A Prophet's Memoir
Summary
Narrated in twelve enchanting and startling chapters, Prophetess Sandra Kaye Blue revealed a moving journey through life from human imperfection to God's perfection. She exhibited a magnificent aura of incredible personality depicted in her unswerving pursuit of excellence even in the face of danger and death.
She explained her trials and unfriendly catalogs of harrowing experiences in the form of sexual abuse, drug addiction, and sexual perversion as the antics of Satan to defraud her of divine purpose in God even before the beginning of time.
Prophetess Blue styled her calling into the prophetic as the act of divine election to influence and serve humanity by revealing the mind of God in seasons to warn, inform, deliver, and fulfill God's purposes on earth. She expounded that ministry leadership as a matter of urgency should prioritize the discovery of future generations of church leaders for the building of God's kingdom.
Her journey commenced in chapter one; a prophet in my mother's womb. Prophetess Blue chronicled an intense revelation of her childhood experiences beginning with the demise of her beloved mother at a tender age. With her tender mind swarmed with the unanswered myriad of questions as to why her mother had to die she painted a grim picture of her first experience of the harsh realities of our contemporary society welcoming her into a life of sexual abuse and despair.
Neglected by her father for the reason best known to him and her mother, she went to describe her brief experience with her father and other siblings. Without being particularly welcomed and accepted she saw within seconds of meeting her stepmother that she was a rejected child. Thus, she was ushered forcefully into the unpleasant journey in search of whom she was and where she belonged on both sides of her family.
Describing further her early and first encounter with her father, stepmother, and other siblings she continued her traumatic childhood experience in chapter two: years of abuse.
As she narrates her distressing experience of growing up living with her cousin without a father and mother, she underscored the emptiness she felt and the vacuum created in her by the absence of both her father and without any fault of hers her mother because death stole her. Rejected and left to fend for herself she became dysfunctional and despairing. This was the begging of her wild chase for acceptance and love which as would be expected culminated in the street life her best companion being drug, sex, and crime as her intimate bedmates.
In the midst of her drudgery and hopelessness, God's mercy and love located her even when she was unfit for the kingdom. Irrespective of her coveted role as Crack addict, and patron to drugs God's searching voice came calling in chapter five when she experienced her first overwhelming attraction to the supernatural.
This continued in chapter six, with the grasp and power of the Almighty God becoming evident more and more. Now, it was time to quit the street. This heralded chapter seven her divine encounter with salvation and the birth of another life. This new birth experience transformed her world but somehow it was short-lived when she unintentionally found herself back on the street albeit not with the usual satisfaction and joy. In a confused state, hoarded with questions and the feeling of disappointment not fitting into the old mold, like the prodigal son she retraced her steps back to God.
This climaxed in her new found place of worship and the revelation of her prophetic ministry. Prophetess Blue revealed her calling and discussed the discipline of consistent prayer life. By divine intuition and inspiration she challenged the politics of the modern church which she termed the "tradition of men" Accordingly, she stepped out in obedience into her prophetic ministry.
This step saw God drawing her closer, ushering her into a hundred-day threshing