I will state that though listed as a memoir this is for the most part a fiction bookSubject (epilepsy Zen): They say that Yin Zen questioning is talking to your higher consciousness, epilepsy Zen meditation is contemplating your navel or lower than your tanzen-doorway to the hara-and hearing the giant ocean roar from within a fragile seashell and learning the Yang illuminating answer. Through Pseudo-transcendental modified meditation you can unblock your chakras, colors from root (red) survival, sacral chakra (orange) sexuality, navel chakra (yellow) power, heart chakra (green) love, throat chakra (light aqua blue) communication, brow chakra (indigo or deep blue) intuition, crown chakra (violet) located over the parietal fissure, spirituality. E-Zen education therefore could be considered a rainbow prism chakra as it encompasses all the colors and definitions. Some would find fault with my interpretation as rainbow-hope-is the symbol for gay people. I want you to recognize that E occurs on a base median of two in one-hundred or 2%, far greater the gay median, one in ten or 10%, like it or not there is a gay / E dynamic not that all E are rainbow or all rainbow are E. What people fail to recognize is that disabled people live, they love, they bleed, and they breathe the same as anyone. Epilepsy is not the only disability that can take your life away if you let it. I used to tell support group members that life is a video movie and seizures are only still photos in that movie, don't let part take over the whole. I didn't mention that I Pseudo-meditate nude or do modified nude yoga. Due to the limited flex and rotation in my joints it is modified nude yoga. Don't let epilepsy take your dreams and secret aspirations, your goals that no one but you believe in. Zen Self-coping, Zen self-love yourself mentally and physically, true love requires trust and trust require honesty. Never, ever forget that you are important too, your thoughts and emotions should be recognized as a word I hate the use of-normal-for quite honestly who, something in the Bible I think, who is without sin can cast the first stone, a reference to being judgmental over something that shouldn't be judged. I can honestly say that my writing, my teaching, and coaching can help you to love yourself. And that love helps you cope with life and that disability known as epilepsy. I'm aware that when you talk about self-love the reference is to a sweaty activity and not the joy of breaking a myth. Joining in the power of acquired focus aids in enabling your chi and unblocking your chakras that daily use can strangle and kill. A wise man and sage woman full of wisdom follows the rule of 60-Jack Canfield-that you start each day with 60 minutes of activity. 20 minutes of reading in your field, mine would be self-help, mind body spirit, motivation and inspiration and healthcare, 20 minutes of focused meditation; focused meditation can also be known as prayer if you're of that particular mindset, some aren't and twist and turn in religious indecision, 20 minutes of physical activity. Hop onto the electric highway, and have a heck and a half of a ride. My fiction-dark fiction fantasy-is so dark it's indefinable and many people wouldn't understand why I write what I write. And so, I haven't been to church in... Four years at least, might even be as many as a decade; my attendance had to have become questionable 2008, maybe 2010. It isn't that I'm anti-God; I think the big G is cool with my writing and I'm cool with her. I'm straight but there are gay people in my fiction, a subculture discriminated against, unrecognized symbolism for the E people. Lucas Jordan was unwilling president of the Gay Straight Alliance (GSA), Don S. Miller was leader of the Saint Croix County Epilepsy Support Group (ESG). I don't think that I was unwilling leader but the not feeling comfortable in positions of authority thing works.