Even before we started on our pilgrimage, the idea that I should write about the experience, however that turned out, insinuated itself. I indulged the thought, allowing it to tantalize me with the promise of the challenge and ultimately, the joy and fulfilment that come at the end of every chase. Already I imagined what it would demand of me: copious notes, research, interviews, conceptualizing and planning the angle of approach - the whole enchilada. In other word - hard work and long hours - and lots of it. And of course, the sheer pleasure of doing it and the deep satisfaction when it is done. Initially, my intention was simply to share any meaningful event that might present itself any time during the religious journey; or even sketches of the more interesting members of the "Marian Pilgrims of Bishop Raul Martinez", as we felicitously called ourselves. We were after all visiting the very sites of Mama Mary's apparitions; some very remarkable things were bound to happen. Before we left on the pilgrimage, I had an intimate talk with Fr. Joe, my Spiritual Advisor, on the possible effects on a person who visits the apparition sites of the Blessed Virgin Mary. He said, "Rudy, the unfavourable press heaped upon the Church has caused some followers to move to other Christian congregations, or reject any form of organized religion, or worse, question the existence of God. "A personal spiritual encounter, which may include private revelation, is sometimes the best way to fortify oneself from the insidiousness of the attacks on the Church of Jesus Christ. The faithful who maintain an intimate relationship with the Lord are His Church. There seems to be a misconception that the doors, the windows, the pews, even the steeple on the roof, are the Church. "Rudy, you and I are the Church of Christ. We have a Magisterium under the leadership of the Pope to guide our teachings. Errors committed by the clergy in the interpretation of church teachings are put aright by the Magisterium. "It is unbelievable Rudy - the number of people who have been set on the road to a more intense relationship with Jesus Christ through the Blessed Mother," Fr. Joe concluded. I carried his words with me with guarded expectation of anything out of the ordinary. A more awe-inspiring sight cannot be seen than the thousands upon thousands of people who gathered to receive the blessing of the Bishop of Rome, Pope Francis. It was not rare to hear from those who had been in the self-same place during the watch of other popes that..."there was never this large a multitude." The magnetism of Pope Francis was incredible as it was palpable. My son Jun blurted: "Dad, as Pope Francis passed, he looked directly at me. He smiled and he waved." I heard the same comment from the other pilgrims. Yes, the new pope did make you feel that in the anonymity of that humongous throng, the running dialogue was only between him and you. We felt his love that day. And that day we fell in love with him. High expectations are in the air with Pope Francis. Everyone is waiting to see how his papacy will be defined. If his initial action of embracing the poverty of St. Francis is any portent, the winds of change that will bring the people closer to the Church are here. As our pilgrimage moved along, we discovered many things we never knew before, both positive and not so positive. All of Mama Mary's apparition sites teemed with thousands of pilgrims. But sadly, we saw the truth of the frequently repeated statement that the Church of Jesus Christ in Europe is dying. A perceptive lady in our group candidly remarked, "Churches here are museum for old people and holy saints." How true, especially the museum part. For weeks, I relived our experiences in my mind, the good memories clashing with the not-so-good. What my dear friend John said kept interrupting my thoughts: "Rudy, I no longer believe in any form of organized religion." Here is where my pilgrimage began.
About the Author: DR. RODOLFO de GUZMAN IBANEZ is the recipient of the 2008 Jaime Cardinal Sin Best Book Award in Family Life during the prestigious Catholic Mass Media Award for his work, Memories to Remember - The Class of '55, the 2011 Best Book Award in Spirituality for The Road to Emmaus, and the 2013 Best Book Award in Family Life for A Love That Never Says Goodbye. Rudy, as he is fondly called, was once Executive Vice President and General Manager of United Laboratories Inc., a leading Philippine pharmaceutical company, and President of Southville Foreign University where he continuously serves in its Board. He is one of the Mentor-Coaches of Entrepreneurial Management course at the University of Asia and the Pacific. He received his PhD in Business Administration from Washington International University and Honorary Physician from the Manila Medical Society. He owns the distinction of being cited twice in Marquiz Who's Who in the World. He is also a recipient of "Knight of the Year" of the Greenmeadows Council 12461 Leth, his wife, is his lifelong inspiration. They have four children and nine grandkids.