About Found
All I've ever cared about was being the type of man that God has called me to be, and having a woman in my life who will love me unconditionally.
Then I Found her.
She's the prettiest woman I've ever laid eyes on, and the fact that she has those two darling little girls is enough to make me stake claim on all three of them.
Now, she thinks her full-figured body, and the nut she used to be married to is enough to run me away. What she doesn't understand is I love me a woman who I have to use every ounce of my strength to hold onto and I'm trained and equipped for any fight...spiritual or physical.
In my mind, you ain't a lady if you aren't at least one-eighty and when you snooze, you lose.
I'm okay with her hiding behind her feelings to keep me from loving every ounce of her, but what I'm not doing is going anywhere.
She can teach and hide, but I'll be waiting until she understands that whether willingly or by chance, I'm a part of her life that isn't afraid to love all of her, and I'm not going anywhere because she's been Found.
About Plenty
She wants to be a size eight, but I love every part of her.
I want Angel.
But I realize, she might not want me. She's always joking about my bad relationships, but I don't see her offering herself to me.
It's the fact that she's so caught up in this imaginary Instagram world of being with the perfect man, until she can't see how bright her future would be with me.
She doesn't understand that sometimes pictures portray a fake world. What you see isn't always what you get.
Because some people would rather hide behind the lens which denotes happiness.
And some people will stop at nothing to get that imaginary world that leads to pain and lies.
All I need Angel to see is that for me, she's Plenty.
About Guilty
She's already got a little bit of everything she needs, but what Heaven doesn't know is that I am the man who can give her so much more.
It's never easy when you are a man with a whole lot to offer but with guilt weighing heavily on your heart.
If Heaven can find it in her heart to forgive me, she'll realize that she is just what I've been praying for, and I plan on doing whatever I need to do to make her happy.
There's two problems:
She's so stuck on not being played like a fool, making sure no one takes her stuff, and using the barricades she's built around her heart to keep her satisfied with being single.
The second problem is, I did something that is going to require her to forgive me. All I know is if she ever starts loving me, and can find it in her heart to forgive me, this Guilty man will love her as Christ loves His church.
