I hope that my book which is a family story, will open the mind of the reader to accept this segment of society, where the sufferers is shunned from being a human, disrespected for his or her appearance, past experiences and lessons. I have written my book considering how the protagonists Hilda or Larissa feel when they have to handle circumstances differently in their respective lives. The readers may find the protagonists, very childish, silly, question the credibility of the characters. But the fact it, they are able to live pretty normal lives except that they do not find meaning in what they do.
Simple, normal things which require to be done in a certain way, is a common feature we find among perfectionists. Most of us have coined the term, "Obsessive Compulsive Disorder or O.C.D." But the characters have many perfectionist issues beyond them, finding difficult solutions easier to solve and easy solutions difficult to start. We all do have our way of solving them, don't we? We have another term for it, "Lazy," or "Perfectionists," or "Procrastination," or "Selfish,"
But are they what we feel about them? Or label them?
Are we right how do we judge others who take their time, trying to figure out, how to remove from the tangles in their lives?
My book is an attempt to understand people who are different.
Why do the protagonists appear like antagonists?
How can outsiders understand the point of view of the protagonist?
There are sufferers and victims like Hilda or Larissa who feel alone, ridiculed and ousted because of their appearance and behaviors in silence. There are other people in the lives of Hilda and Larissa who have handled difficult circumstances and survived the toughest situations.
These are some characters in the story where Hilda has found inspiration, healing and meaning from their lives.
Most of our people show perfection and happiness in their lives for others to see. But the viewers may not understand that behind their lives, perhaps they are also struggling behind the scenes to show the "picture-perfect happiness."
We tend to perceive and show the world that everything is alright, but in reality we are unable to reveal our real self, our inward struggles or keep the dark side of that life hidden.
There are people who make life miserable for others, play the "victim game," or "blame on others," and the listeners absorb the words, statements and emotions, replaying in their minds, months, years and even decades.