Heal Our Broken Hearts
Humanity has been in a state of anguish and pain for many years. Many of us have sustained tremendous agony and hurt in the formative years of our lives. As a result, we stay afraid of making new choices and experiencing new things because of our hurt and pain. As a result of the turmoil I grew up in with an alcoholic father and extremely violent older sibling, my life took many bad turns: mental illness, divorce, bankruptcy, approached by sexual predators in the churches I went to, being fired from good jobs, and a host of other painful experiences.In 2011 my life changed. I discovered the true source of healing and his name is Yehovah or God. He took this battered old soul and knit me back together. He started the process of me falling in love with him. Before this time, most of my days were filled with fighting and arguing with other people, yelling, cursing, profanity and the like were the norms with me. My biggest problem was that after my father abandoned us, I could not find anyone to mentor me or show me the way. I reached out to priests, pastors, and other church people, but they all were too busy or others wanted to have sex with me. For many years I was very angry and unkind to people. I was verbally aggressive to many of my friends and fought with them frequently. My life was a roller coaster of emotions. One day I was happy, the next day I was miserable. I never knew what it was like to have a good long stretch of happiness until 2011. It was at that time that I started spending quality time with my Father in Heaven. In January of 2011, I started spending time with my Father for a short time a day, and by June of 2011, the Father had drawn me to a place where he and I were spending upwards of five hours together during the evenings. It was an amazing experience, I didn't want to go to bed some nights because I was having so much fun with my Father in Heaven, yes fun!In August of 2011, something very strange happened to me. I began to get thoughts in my mind from a source other than my own. They felt like they were coming from God himself. I was scared that I was losing my mind so I called my psychiatrist and asked to be put on a huge dose of medication to help me sleep. Well, that is all behind me. I discovered that it was the Father communicating with me and since that time he has called me to the office of prophet. I know what you're thinking, another person with a mental illness who thinks they are a prophet. The difference with me was that I wanted nothing to do with the calling of a prophet and I told the Father as much. He replied to me, "Paul, all you have to do is tell people what I tell you." I said I could do that and here you and I are now learning things that Father has been showing me.In this book, Heal Our Broken Hearts, you will learn different perspectives as to what happened in our formative years and how to deal with the pain once and for all. If you are willing to do the work you will discover a life you never dreamed possible. Will it be happy joy fluffy all the time? No, you will have trials and temptations like the rest of us, but instead of having years filled with mostly bad days, I now experience mostly good days. There are several books that have written that were based on my experiences and I use these books too so I can enjoy true happiness. They are, Wake Us From Our Slumber, These Four Things, and this book. Heal Our Broken Hearts is a very short book packed with powerful insights that were passed down to me from my Father in Heaven. I draw on my own experiences and God's wisdom to give you the tools to work through your pain. This is hard work and you will have to be strong and determined to go through this book. You can do it, I have every confidence that you will do it and I am praying for you now that God in His mercy will set you free. God bless you. Paul.