Throughout the paths of recorded human and non-human history, we get a
sort of "Malaise" emanating from the accounts depicted in the epics of
existential endeavors. It seems as if the apparent reality is an inserted and
induced one without the participating conscious awareness of the protagonists, as if
some hidden hand is guiding them through the meanders of daily drama. This
acknowledgment has been made countless times, by a plethora of well meaning
observers that became authors and witnesses of the accounts and tales coloring
the unnamable horrors painting the landscape of human reality. As another cell,
and member of that body we call Universe, a striking realization comes to the fore
of that tiny insignificant cell's awareness, that there has been a plot limiting its
existence, a shedding of its purpose, replacing its presence by another cell with less
insight until it will suffer the same fate as it comes to the same realization.

As conscious awareness sweeps like a photon throughout densities, time and matter, the
condemned cell asks itself whether, the properties and lifespan assigned to itself are fixed or
whether its has been the choice of certain entities...Is the life force that animates it, an
expendable source of energy, that pervades the whole? Or is it the mark of divine branding,
waiting to discover itself?
As an insignificant and unnoticed element, the realization of these seemingly inescapable
facts, comes as a sentence but also as an assessment of its identity. Does function and role
define identity, or is there a core that transcends all variables? In fact, this infinitesimal
expression of the whole is starting to realize, that it contains the power of the whole universe
within its very fabric, but has been given the only command it knows: concentrate on the task
assigned by the programmers of fate.
This is about to change...and the journey of such an insignificant particle, is the beginning of
understanding, and awareness of higher purpose. Namely a Fool's Dream or the Conscious
Journeying of a Human Soul.
he Author of this book, Xavier Alvarez, (Pen name Elven Moon) has led throughout his
life and experiences, quite a colorful array of snapshots that he is weaving together
as a multicolored tapestry made of the threads of the Soul Spirit Complex he
represents. This book might not be the average introspective account most people are used
to, so prepare yourself to dive into subtle appraisals of Life's most vibrant Energies. The
author is a French speaker by birth, since he was born in Lausanne Switzerland .