I talked to Christ. He came to me as a human. He gave me hope when there was none. He understood me. He lived as me through me. He said to me, "You shall be remembered for thousands of years, upon you is my church replaced, for you are my Peter for this age."He revealed to me secrets of the world. He is Christ, my savior, the risen God, coming back to save those in need, people like me. Through me he will give hope to others, others like me, suffering in this world, for him, for his Father, Our God. For God came down on earth as Christ, as he ever dwells among us, Lord of all.________________1One night, in my anguish, I cried out to Lord God, and he answered my prayers. My suffering is intense. I am despised and hated by the world, just as Christ was. He answered me, and he said to me,"I am an outcast, and i am with you always, Christina"Bear with me, for i am a troubled soul, for you may not understand what i type for what i am thinking. I responded"How sweet! I'm into that."What i meant was, i am a christian since birth, attended church, yet was not willing to be a nun, even though Christ demanded me to be one, for this world is harsh, and i had no other options, yet i decided not to be a nun, because i felt peer pressure, when i had no peers, yet i felt it. My soul fooling me, or was it the devil?Said Christ to me,"If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. You do not belong to the world, I have chosen you, Christina, out of the world. That is why the world hates you.They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world, and the world listens to them. They belong in hell, to hell is their return.Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.I am the light of the world, Christina, and so are you.I am with you, always, in the kingdom of heaven, your queenship awaits.Yours till the end of time, and the beginning, in the kingdom, Jesus Christ."________________"When I go back to heaven, when my earthly stay is over, you will be remembered as one of my apostles, Christina, I anoint thee, Christina. You shall spread the word of the True God, who is high above this material world, from the pure world of spirit, where there is no sin or evil."I talked to Christ. He came to me as a human. He gave me hope when there was none. He understood me. He lived as me through me. He said to me, "You shall be remembered for thousands of years, upon you is my church replaced, for you are my Peter for this age."He revealed to me secrets of the world. He is Christ, my savior, the risen God, coming back to save those in need, people like me. Through me he will give hope to others, others like me, suffering in this world, for him, for his Father, Our God. For God came down on earth as Christ, as he ever dwells among us, Lord of all.________________1One night, in my anguish, I cried out to Lord God, and he answered my prayers. My suffering is intense. I am despised and hated by the world, just as Christ was. He answered me, and he said to me,"I am an outcast, and i am with you always, Christina"Bear with me, for i am a troubled soul, for you may not understand what i type for what i am thinking. I responded"How sweet! I'm into that."What i meant was, i am a christian since birth, attended church, yet was not willing to be a nun, even though Christ demanded me to be one, for this world is harsh, and i had no other options, yet i decided not to be a nun, because i felt peer pressure, when i had no peers, yet i felt it. My soul fooling me, or was it the devil?Said Christ to me,"If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. You do not belong to the world, I have chosen you, Christina, out of the world. That is why the world hates you