"Sometimes the darkness seems too much, the weight you carry threatens to crush you, and optimism becomes a foggy abstraction."
Borderline personality disorder has thrown his life into a state of unbearable pain and constant instability. Piece by piece, emotional turmoil and addiction chips away at his psyche, triggering a downward spiral into a pit of hopelessness and despair. Despondent and alone, he must face off against an illness that is invisible, volatile, and unforgiving.
Through a collection of raw, unfiltered, and eye-opening journals, Topher Edwards reveals the agonizing struggle to understand and cope with mental illness. Experience his harrowing and chaotic journey through depression, mania, love, loss, addiction, self-harm, and uncertainty from Topher's shocking and poignant firsthand perspective.
This brand-new collection contains:
- Volumes 1 to 3 of 'The BPD Journals' series - 'A Year in the Life', 'Remission and Relapse', and 'Stable Instability'
- A clearer and more complete picture of Topher's story through a more seamless reading experience
- A new introduction and afterword, reflecting on his 5 year journey since first publishing, as well as updates on his three-year hiatus from writing and what might be next
Reviews"This is an honest, insightful, and highly informative account of first-person experience in borderline personality disorder"
Matthew Ratcliffe, BA, MPhil, PhD - Professor of Philosophy, The University of York
"This is an authentic look into the life of someone living with mental illness. Many parts while tough to read, can also be very relatable and help you feel less alone. This series is spreading an important message, and much of the material is strong and draws real emotion. I can honestly say I feel that I better understand BPD and bipolar after reading this. Overall this book surpassed my expectations..."
- Amazon Customer Review
"At last, this writer sure knows his stuff. Makes you feel less alone in the world!"
- Amazon Customer Review
