Clarence BowserI am truly blessed and grateful to be alive and to still be with my beautiful wife Jeanette. In 2017 I had a mental breakdown because I felt so betrayed by people that said they love me but did the opposite of what love means. My marriage was hangingon by the thread and I wanted to give up on writing because my previous publisher did me so wrong. All the mental strain drove me to the edge, I was on the verge of killing myself but God intervene. A little voice said everything is going to be okay, just have faith. I knew it was God speaking because this wasn't the first time I heard that voice. Finally, a doctor diagnosed me with bipolar schizophrenia disorder with suicidal ideation and put me on the right medication to control my symptoms. It's been two years since my last attempt of suicide by the grace of God, and my wife and I will be celebrating our 5th year of marriage together. I pray this book will be a help to someone who reads it, and I hope they enjoy it as much as I did writing it. Thank you for your support God bless. Read More Read Less